to the alnes lighthouse

They had tacked, and they were sailing swiftly, buoyantly on long rocking waves which handed them on from one to another with an extraordinary lilt and exhilaration beside the reef. On the left a row of rocks showed brown through the water which thinned and became greener and on one, a higher rock, a wave incessantly broke and spurted a little column of drops which fell down in a shower. One could hear the slap of the water and the patter of falling drops and a kind of hushing and hissing sound from the waves rolling and gambolling and slapping the rocks as if they were wild creatures who were perfectly free and tossed and tumbled and sported like this for ever.

Now they could see two men on the Lighthouse, watching them and making ready to meet them.

Mr Ramsay buttoned his coat, and turned up his trousers. He took the large, badly packed, brown paper parcel which Nancy had got ready and sat with it on his knee. Thus in complete readiness to land he sat looking back at the island. With his long-sighted eyes perhaps he could see the dwindled leaf-like shape standing on end on a plate of gold quite clearly. What could he see? Cam wondered. It was all a blur to her. What was he thinking now? she wondered. What was it he sought, so fixedly, so intently, so silently? They watched him, both of them, sitting bareheaded with his parcel on his knee staring and staring at the frail blue shape which seemed like the vapour of something that had burnt itself away. What do you want? they both wanted to ask. They both wanted to say, Ask us anything and we will give it you. But he did not ask them anything. He sat and looked at the island and he might be thinking, We perished, each alone, or he might be thinking, I have reached it. I have found it; but he said nothing.

Then he put on his hat.

[. . .]

“He must have reached it,” said Lily Briscoe aloud, feeling suddenly completely tired out. For the Lighthouse had become almost invisible, had melted away into a blue haze, and the effort of looking at it and the effort of thinking of him landing there, which both seemed to be one and the same effort, had stretched her body and mind to the utmost. Ah, but she was relieved. Whatever she had wanted to give him, when he left her that morning, she had given him at last.

“He has landed,” she said aloud. “It is finished.” Then, surging up, puffing slightly, old Mr Carmichael stood beside her, looking like an old pagan god, shaggy, with weeds in his hair and the trident (it was only a French novel) in his hand. He stood by her on the edge of the lawn, swaying a little in his bulk and said, shading his eyes with his hand: “They will have landed,” and she felt that she had been right. They had not needed to speak. They had been thinking the same things and he had answered her without her asking him anything. He stood there as if he were spreading his hands over all the weakness and suffering of mankind; she thought he was surveying, tolerantly and compassionately, their final destiny. Now he has crowned the occasion, she thought, when his hand slowly fell, as if she had seen him let fall from his great height a wreath of violets and asphodels which, fluttering slowly, lay at length upon the earth.

Quickly, as if she were recalled by something over there, she turned to her canvas. There it was—her picture. Yes, with all its greens and blues, its lines running up and across, its attempt at something. It would be hung in the attics, she thought; it would be destroyed. But what did that matter? she asked herself, taking up her brush again. She looked at the steps; they were empty; she looked at her canvas; it was blurred. With a sudden intensity, as if she saw it clear for a second, she drew a line there, in the centre. It was done; it was finished. Yes, she thought, laying down her brush in extreme fatigue, I have had my vision.

--from Virginia Woolf, To the Lighthouse

driving the choochoo west



owen got a birthday package from his best friend west--but the gift he loved best? the handmade choochoo train card and his matching conductor hat!

göd paske

so all week we've been stashing hard boiled eggs from the scandic breakfast buffet and last night owen did his first easter egg coloring. he's quite the glitter and sticker master. i've figured out that the trick to making a hotel room home is lots of arts and crafts. or just having plenty of scotch tape on hand.

then this morning while everyone was at breakfast the easter bunny came to room 108 and left owen a yellow chick, a purple goose, and lots and lots of marzipan chocolates. he also left a dozen polka dotted eggs with sparkly bunny stickers which owen wanted to spend all day searching for. we've been reading "i spy" board books and suddenly all books are i spy books and all activities end with: "owen find it!" or "mommy, keep looking" (while he twirls his finger in a circle mapping out the perimeter). which makes those "trying" (as my pediatrician likes to call them) "twos" also pretty "terrific"--all at the same time.

after we had hidden the same egg six time under daddy's feet and behind papa's chair we decided to join the rest of the norwegians and get out in the snow. we drove about 30 kilometers out of the city to fjellstova and it clicked--ohhh, that's why they call it a "nordic track." because those norwegians get on those cross country skiis before they can walk. and if they're not swooshing along they're geared up in their baby buggies acclamating to the norwegain season -- which michael pointed out today was just one season with two months of bad ski weather.

here are us clearly non-norwegians playing in the snow. michael stomped out a trail for the antique wooden sleigh (with the "orange car" parked on top). nana went old school south dakota style and found some cardboard from the cafe kitchen to smooth out the sleigh trail. papa kept everyone in line and mommy--well, mommy had the most important job of all: she kept owen from having a southern california cold meltdown by making snowman faces complete with pinecone hair and little ears.



cruisin'

today we took a cruise to Geiranger fjord. There's been advertising at the two hotels open in town right now about this cruise, but it ended up only being us 5, and a guy from work (w/ his wife) as paying cutomers... there were a couple of the captain's family members who tagged along... so we probably only covered the cost of gas to get us there. The boat holds 35, so we had plenty of room. enjoy the pics, and happy Easter tomorrow! special birthday wish goes out to Melanie!!

Owen at the Geiranger Fjord center:


family up at Geiranger:


cara's parents sunbathing in the back:


shots along the way:






captain was too drunk, so Michael took over the wheel:


asleep for the journey home:

more snowballs!

although owen strongly objects to wind and cold he found snow and snowballs quite acceptable. even fun!

snow brings new visitors

guess who came to visit us in alesund?

after 27 hours of travel nana and papa joined the norwegian adventure. since it was 2 am back in california it seemed like a perfect time to get bundled up for a quiet walk around the city--and by quiet i mean absolutely still. everything shuts down for the holiday and it seemed as if we were walking through a painting of a quiet seaside village. a few boats made their way through the water and, of course the fish and chips stand was open. which was a good thing because shortly after we unbundled the wind gave way to hail which gave way to gorgeous snow flurries which made us all very hungry.

a few orders of jaf's fish and chips later we're back at the hotel, nana and papa napping, owen still running in circles giddy with excitement that we're all here--mommy, daddy, nana and papa. that, and waffles are on in an hour and a half.

trondheim

Nidaros Cathedral in Trondheim:



it's about 4 hours drive from Molde to Trondheim -- more tolls, more ferrys, and more tunnels. We had to see all the sights really quickly because there was a storm coming through... Here are some more pics:

The Wharves:


The old town bridge:




On the drive back to Molde, there were several periods of snow... very exciting for mom and dad, but Owen was more interested in seeing more tunnels... There's about 15 kilometers of tunnels just outside of Trodheim.

same old job, easter week

update: well we were able to fool some of you, but most will be happy to hear that there is no new job in Norway, and we will eventually be back in California (hopefully).

We decided to take a 3-day drive around Norway, and started out from Alesund on Sunday, made it to the town of Molde. The highlights included Owen's first ferry boat ride, some long tunnels, the Atlantic Road , and a very cool hotel. enjoy the pictures.

Owen's first ferry boat ride:


"I don't hear anything":


Very windy day on the Atlantic Road:


Our hotel in Molde:


Today we went from Molde up to Norway's third largest city: Trondheim. We'll post more tomorrow!

new job, new adventure

well.. things went really well during Test Case 2 and our review at Rolls Royce. We didn't want to tell anyone about the new job offer until we had a plan -- I have received an offer to work full time for Rolls Royce -- here's a picture of me after my job offer (in my new Rolls Royce hat):

We decided to take the offer after two days spent looking for our new Norwegian home (more of a cabin, really) for the next two years, and today we've closed on a deal to buy this house up in Molde:


The plan will be to sell our place in Ladera Ranch, move to Norway (for a couple of years or more), and then who knows... We'll fill everyone on the details later -- we're so excited!

over tunnel on the bridge

i know i was going to let michael do the next post, and at the risk of being a bloghog i wanted to share this picture. this is "the bridge" i was talking about and that little speck of yellow building in the background is our hotel. anyhow this is such an owen face--but a rare one as he is actually looking at the camera-- and he took about ten minutes to walk across the bridge, stopping to put his arm thorugh each and every one of the circles doing a swoopy kind of movement with his arm singing "circle circle." this was after, of course, he ran past the statue i was going to take a picture of him standing in front of (a little boy fishing) and said "mommy! mommy! go over tunnel! on the bridge"

and here is owen a few seconds later, lost in thought, a more typical pose.and as i write this of course, i am struck that this is why we're here. not for pretty bridges and picturesque htoels on the water but for the chance to sit here quietly on a thursday evening with my boys. kcrw streaming. owen with colorcrayons and then on my lap. michael making tea. both of us have books and laptops but mostly both of us have each other and owen doing a "cookie! cookie!" dance. best go now. he does like to turn off the minifridge.

here we are, me and owen hanging out in alesund on some crazy barge outside of our new favorite cafe -- simply "espresso cafe" written with a fat sharpie on the glass window. it's connected to a designer gallery--swanky eggplant coloured couches and as owen calls it "people art". brie sandwiches and the best chocolate chunk brownies. perfectly decadent.which you know, i love in an everyday kind of way. our hotel is just one building beyond that white one on the left side along the water. michael took this picture last saturday when we went out exploring--but the two of us went back today and this entire deck was full of sunning teenagers and delightful old men in sweaters. and i say delightful because as i was trying to carry our tray down the stairs and instruct owen to sit on the top step until i came back to hold his hand one of the sweater men simply took owen's hand and hummed some kind of rhyme while helping him hop down the stairs.

and i'm finding that norwegians are either take-your-hand kind of friendly--yesterday we followed a lovely lady named gerta to the playground after chatting with her four month old at the "let's eat deli" because it was much easier than trying to give us directions. or they're-- scowl at you for trying to maneuver a stroller on cobblestone and cut in front of you at the vestland bakery while you dig through your purse and hold a toddler still at the same time--kind of people.

every day we do a bit more exploring and i've started to get a sense of how the town is laid out. there's water on all sides and this little bit of land that we're on is basically an island connected by "the bridge" which i'm always directed to cross and then turn left or right at "the light." maps are worse than useless and i must seem quite ridiculous standing on the corner turning it and turning it trying to pinpoint my location when in reality the entire town takes about 10 minutes to walk through.

we've got more pictures but i'll let michael post them up as soon as his week slows down--12 hour days everyday so far... but there's always fish pudding and brown cheese waiting for him at the hotel when he gets home ;)

van gogh's world

in case you're having owen withdrawals i thought i'd share a couple videos from this afternoon. you can get a sense of our "living room" set up which is quite nice and see owen's ikea toy spread. first, here are are a couple of "backstories" to these videos.

1. dooo doo dodo "elmo's world." ok, so if you've been remotely close to a toddler in the last say ten years you'll know who elmo is and most likely have caught a glimpse of the furry red monster's own show. so a few weeks ago on sesame street cookie monster opened the show with his spoof called, of course "cookie world." quite clever and funny and owen can't get enough of singing either song. which has led him to figure out that there can be all kinds of "worlds" and has started singing about daddy, mommy and owen's world. and of course mickey mouse and any thing he comes across that delights him.

2. a) while we were in amsterdam we saw lots and lots of van gogh. which was amazing. and my favorite. so for christmas i got a big gorgeous van gogh coffee table book which owen calls "mommy's yellow book” and is always asking to look at.
b) so i wasn't entirely suprised when we were at the national gallery in oslo and discovered one of van gogh's last self-portraits and i asked owen "who is that?" he looked at me and simply said "van gogh." that's my guy ;)

oh and 3. of course the choo choo train obsession leads right to the tunnel obsession. everything must be made into a tunnel.

enough already. here are the videos. apologies for no closed captioning. will interpret below.





"yeah la la yeah lala that's owen's world. that's owen's world! [me: doo doo doo] owen's world [owen signs "world"]

"la la la vangoghsworld vangoghvangogh . . . puh puh painter. . . yeah van gogh. . .[owen rolls up postcard of self portrait—story #4: at the gallery gift shop owen “holds” this postcard while i’m browsing and by the time we get to the checkout he has managed to chew off the corners and crumple it into a big wad so that when I place the loved postcard on the counter trying to smooth it out the cute norwegian girl just smiles at me and gives it to him for free] in the tunnel [me: a van gogh tunnel?--he had explained this to me earlier]”

hello norway!


after some twenty odd hours of fairly uneventful flying and a snowy layover in amsterdam we arrived in oslo monday afternoon to clear, crisp skies. owen power slept his way through dinner then we all enjoyed little einsteins at about 2 am when he woke up ready for the day.

and it was a beautiful day at that! we rode trains and trams and busses (oh my) and on the way up from the blue subway train owen turned around and said: "bye bye blue train--choo choo soul!"

we spent the morning at the vigelandsparken--a huge park with a beautiful statue garden by sculptor gustav vigeland and a massive (and very crowded) playground embracing the entrance. it was a lovely intro to the norwegians as a culture that values family and life at all stages. owen is the little figure on the far right in the picture --the typical tot wear consists of full-body padding complete with hat and boots. so you can see why owen pointed to the little boy in blue and said "mommy, blue people" and then turned to the little girl in red and said "red people." which makes perfect sense.
after a few rounds on the slide we joined the other families for a stroll--mothers with grandmothers, fathers with babies, groups of mothers and prams (on a tuesday afternoon--family is always first. on a surprisingly warm and clear day it isn't uncommon for mums and dads to call in sick to the office). owen is walking down the path and you can get a little sense of the bridge lined with statues which then leads up to an amazing people tower. the photo above is owen posing with a little boy and below is michael and owen with one of my favorites of a father and son. each statue really is a celebration of humanity and emphasizes the connections among old and young.

and then we went to the munch museet and were exposed to edvard munch's mantra--which goes something along the lines of all art is of humanity therefore all art is about suffering. his mother died to tb when he was five or so then his sister died of the same disease and i think his father died by the time he was sixteen. he's famous, of course for the scream which unfortunately was not on display. (we learned from the museum curator that it was still under repair after its theft and damage several years ago--security, by the way was noticeably tight.) however, we did manage to catch a rendition of the iconic work on our way back to the hotel. but michael and i still found the museum highly enjoyable--especially since owen decided it was a good time to take a nap (the picture of owen is notably under a painting of train smoke). so for at least an hour and a half michael and i wandered the small museum like schoolkids and discussed everything from the bleeding of people into landscape and the comparisons to van gogh (munch has his own starry night) and egon schiele (whose works will be displayed at the museum in may). owen awoke in the museum tea shop in time to have the last bite of chocolate cake and then we packed up and took the blue train back to our hotel. not a bad way to spend our first day in norway. . .


lunar eclipse

well.. here's how it went down here in Norway. We had a a good view of the moon about an hour before the Prenumbral eclipse began:



As the Prenumbral period began, a light cloud cover came, and stuck around for a few hours...



around midnight the clouds disappeared and I was able to see the moon covered, all but a sliver.. very cool. unfortunately it doesn't come out very good in picture form:

around town

Trying to take it easy this Saturday here in Alesund, but I had some friends outside my window who made sure that I woke up in time for breakfast.



Since the ice is pretty much melted everywhere, I decided to hike up to the Fjellstua resturant that overlooks the city.. here's a pick from the hike up, and view from the top: